Wondering What It Might Be

I just feel like posting something about BILL KAULITZ (lead singer of Tokio Hotel)...

I just recently read on a post in my VF cult that dear Bill Kaulitz is feeling sad, unsatisfied and unable to be happy... And he gets the sense that LOVE IS MISSING...

True, it's hard to find that special someone when all the lights are blinding you and that fame is at hand...
Love is best seen in the dark and morbid times when that person shines a light on you and brings heaven in your arms...

Hmmmmmmmmmm... I myself is sad because im feeling the same emptiness...
But i cant imagine the pain he feels, since he cannot do anything about it...

I agree that IT IS BETTER TO LOVE THAN TO NOT HAVE LOVED AT ALL...
did i get that right??? ahahahah...

I wonder if Bill would fall in love with a fan...
That lady would be the envy of everyone...
I myself would be jealous, but still, I'll be proud that a simple fan would be that certain someone for him...

At least us fans would be confident that he won't be used or anything...

hmmmmmmmmmmm... i hope that i would be the LUCKY ONE...

Tokio Hotel Cult Contest

hello my little monsters...

as seen on the title...

this is a big tokio hotel cult contest i made...



INSTRUCTIONS:

1. click the link below to sign up in VAMPIREFREAKS.com... and answer the baisc info including REFERRED BY: Dillan24

http://vampirefreaks.com/

2. after signing up... go this the link below and click
"JOIN CULT"...

http://vampirefreaks.com/cult/The_Tokio_Hotel_Asylum

3. go to the INTRODUCTION thread and answer the following questions...

4. then go to the CONTEST table below the cult and open the MAJOR CONTEST thread...


*instructions r on the vid and the cult itself...*

here is the link to the contact lenses...

http://xxxdeityofmiseryxxx.multiply.com/

spread the word...


cheers and love,
dillan

Nightmare In My Dreams

NIGHTMARE IN MY DREAMS

Cold Portrait

Again
im blinded by d darkness
deaf by d silence
brought to me by loneliness

d fire drowned my fears
as i slowly burn in tears
my faith it disappears

refrain:
i hear d beating of ur heart
nd though we're ashes apart
d blade of ur lips carz my skin
as ur tendr touch kills me within

chorus:
u r d nightmare in my dreams
(u r d death of me)
u r d nightmare in my dreams
(u r d death of me)
a call for heaven
answered by hell

tonight
i wither in the crowd
with my face on d ground
search for what's never found

ur kiss had brought me winter
to my heart that froze in your summer
ur beauty i remember

(repeat refrain and chorus)


Aug. 03, 2009

FIRE REIGNS

FIRE REIGNS

Cold Portrait

the room is set on fire
as slowly our desires
come to be
reality

minutes turned to seconds
as our cravings seems to lessen
hold me dear
embrace ur fear

CHORUS:
darling
let the fire reign upon our souls
hear it screaming
the world we know will soon be gone
watch it bleeding
leave the weeping all behind
cause there's troubles left to fight
in this world where fire
fire reigns

the moonlight grew our shadows
as our bodies feel so hollow
i left you here
and you disappear

love has turned to violence
as you took away my innocence
touch my lips
just one last kiss

(chorus3x)



Aug. 09, 2009

Heaven Is Waiting

HEAVEN IS WAITING

*Cold Portrait

Love is a maze u can't escape
No other choice, u're forced to play
My baby... we all suffer the same

Things r not always wt they seem
U don't know where I'v been
So lonely... won't u come & set me free

chorus:
Just wait for the moment
The heaven's out there waiting
A love so undying
Keeps you alive
Just wait for the moment
The world may be fading
Heaven is waiting
Take my hand

Taste that war by a kiss
Never wonder what this is
So crazy... don't want life to end like this

Embrace the fire that u face
Soon we'll be in a better place
It's frightning... but will be worth the chase

(repeat chorus)


june 6 2009